Whay do flipping fireman trample and smash plants with their boots and ladders? There wasn't even a fire, just a silly twit who lives in the flat above me who'd lost her key and couldn't get in. I shout at them but they still tred everywhere all over people's front gardens destroying precious plants. I'm feeling very depressed today and I cried. I've had one or two losses. They think, "It's only plants. They don't matter. What's the problem?" I put so much work in, with such incredably severe physical disability.
- 22 Jul, 2010